dear you.....

Dear You,

I have a lifetime question in my head about what is - God’s best laid plan - for my life?

I have to admit that my life wasn’t easy.

I hate the world so much. I hate the fact that my life was just like shit.

I hate the fact that things are not going right in my way.

I screamed to heaven “God…why me???”

I murmured to Him,” Am I not good enough, Dear God…”

But then I figured it out that it wasn’t my fault if life is a mess.

He gave me this messy life for some reasons.

He wants me to be a fighter.

He believes in me, that I am stronger.

He trusts me.

Then I started to learn that every question have an answer.

We don’t need to search for it, one day it will reveal by itself.

Some lessons learned, dear.

I learned to count all my blessings.

I learned to love.

I learned to open and to be loved.

I learned to smile again.

Most of all, I learned to forgive.

I know that my life is nothing easy. And it will never be easy.

But I challenge myself to fight it.

There is plenty options to feel good about and plenty options to feel bad about.

I have two choices. I choose the first one.

As I told you before; my life is just like chocolate.

The darker, the bitter - is the better.

And since the darker one is always more expensive than the lighter one,

I know my life is precious.

Today, I realize that my pain start to become my strength.

I learned it all from you.

Thanks for everything.

I move forward, dear.

Hope you, too.

And with my very best, a cheers to my future happiness,

I set you free….

P.S:

Should the destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, you'll see that I am smiling and happy as always.
Whether you are happy or not, it is none of my bussiness.... ;)